I wanted to sit and watch the clouds move from one end of the sky to the other. The pink-tinged smoke from behind the buildings wrapped themselves around the stars in a haze. I didn’t want the future, to think about what I’d be choosing or what I’d be losing. What am I supposed to do? God, please tell me what to do. I don’t want there to be a later, only a now.
And then slowly the sky cleared and the moon was radiant. I knew what I had to do. Who knew that you can feel pain and calm simultaneously?


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